They say writing is therapeutic right?
Well okay…
I randomly thought of individuals that have been in my life that are worth reconciling with. In my view right now there are only two. For me, it wouldn’t even be because I owe them anything but if it came down to it and the person became ill, hurt or even worse (*knocks on wood*) I actually would be devastated that I did not take the chance to at least be on okay terms.
I don’t like grudges, but I’m the type of person where for me its either ALL or nothing. What I mean by this is I’m not fond of 50/50, sometime-ish relationships (family,friends, potential significant others). Communication goes both ways, if desired both parties have to consent to each other the openness or decline it and reinforce the restriction of it. So if we have an issue that becomes big enough to drive me away, I’ll continue driving.
Obviously there is the fear of rejection.
As much as everyone tries to act as if they are not scared of anything - No one likes rejection. That feeling sucks.
So I weigh out the pros and the cons to approaching these people in order to learn how to seek balance between ALL or nothing mentality.
It will definitely be a growing process that is necessary to the evolving woman.
